weight and friends

It is amazing how weight affects my friendships so much, take my best friend from middle school and high school. We are still close and I am so grateful she is my friend and that she is so cool. She is beautiful and she is skinny. I am not. I am 30.6 lbs lighter than I was a year ago, but I am still a long way from skinny. I don't think she realizes how that affects us. Or maybe she does. So does every skinny girl have a fat friend, or is it vice versa, every fat girl has a skinny friend. Or do the skinny women not really notice there is any difference at all. The things I ponder at 10:46 pm, and realize I am not that vested in any more about.