the good, the bad, and the explored

So stating your mind and opening up to possibilities and overcoming fear is great. Rejection is hard, which I am finding out first hand, but not as bad as regretting if I hadn't tried. I need to lick my wounds and wish that that could be done with more time, but alas I am walking tomorrow! So kick in the butt and get over what could have been and worse the dreams that filled the head of possibilities. They are still there just on hold. And I need to make more of them come true alone. But crying isn't bad either. A good lesson as well. At least I can say, I did it. I took a risk and put myself out there and it felt damn good.