Letting go....sounds so easy and so natural. Just a process, a part of life's cycle. Yet I seem to be able to let ago 80% and that 20% left aches within me. Makes me want to listen to sappy jazz and yet I get all misty eyed listening to it. Letting go is key to living in the now. So when will I be able to learn to truly cut the cords of the past. You can think fondly for a person, even care for them, but the connection that is established, the bond, that needs to be broken...completely. Otherwise the next connection is not just with that new person but brings in the still attached person too. Pretty soon it gets crowded and no one knows who they are and how much of what they do is caused by these remnants. These thoughts are broken. I am finding it hard to communicate what is in my heart lately. Maybe it is because I am not sure what is in there. I am too afraid to look.
Monday, July 10, 2006
Letting go
Letting go....sounds so easy and so natural. Just a process, a part of life's cycle. Yet I seem to be able to let ago 80% and that 20% left aches within me. Makes me want to listen to sappy jazz and yet I get all misty eyed listening to it. Letting go is key to living in the now. So when will I be able to learn to truly cut the cords of the past. You can think fondly for a person, even care for them, but the connection that is established, the bond, that needs to be broken...completely. Otherwise the next connection is not just with that new person but brings in the still attached person too. Pretty soon it gets crowded and no one knows who they are and how much of what they do is caused by these remnants. These thoughts are broken. I am finding it hard to communicate what is in my heart lately. Maybe it is because I am not sure what is in there. I am too afraid to look.
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