Fear can so often be disguised as so many other things. Lately for me fear has been disguised as "not having enough time."
I haven't come to the keyboard is so long, there is a fear of what might come out as I write. How much of my soul should I bare, how much is creative outlet and how much is revealing what is sacred within the soul. Being a person who often is external about my emotions and thoughts, the idea of not wanting to share is foreign to me. Yet I now must respect others wishes as well. As I go down my path of growth and rebirth it isn't just me that is along for the ride, it is everyone who is in my life.
How many of those who are a part of me now want my raw thoughts displayed and expressed when it might have soemthing to do with them?
Or is this just another disguise and I am really just afraid of myself for myself? Where do I go from here?
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