doors flying open and candy pouring out

I never really truly believed in my power of prayer. I believed in others' powers, and that there was a force in the world but not in my powers. And yet I find myself in a room full of open doors and I can't figure out which are false and which are the ones I prayed for.

I did a deep prayer ritual and in the order I prayed for opportunities, manifestations, people in my life is the order they are appearing. But now I find myself not believing all to be true, that some may be false and the dark tempting me into other realms. Do I walk off the cliff or do I inch forward always looking down to see if the cliff is still there. Which is better?

As I type that I already know the answer. I must not only walk off the cliff I must run and yell with glee off that cliff. For I need to stop asking the same question over and over when I was given the answer the first time.

Let go and let god.

Now I wonder what will be behind the next door?! I am excited and scared at the same time. But most of all delighted like a child in a candy shop....being blessed by the candy man showering me in candy like in Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory (first one).