I let loose and play with someone and have the time of my life and yet then he finds a lump in my arm that is alarming, very alarming. Now that is all he seems to want to talk about. I am tryihng to be open yet also stressless about him, about my arm about life. I am going to chat with my arm and see what is going on and see doctors. So much to say about the night. The touch of skin on skin is amazing, it is just right.Our numbers are right, astrological pretty good. and yet I am finally realizing no rush into anything but dating. Sure I don't want him to leave my life, I find a spiritual man who makes me laugh and be myself, but being impatient is just off putting and also not necessary. Friends are good too and I think for awhile one way or another he will be in my life. I obviously hope for the more than friends....but life unfolds as she will and when she will.
I get my hair done and it really turned out blonde and now I am very strawberry blonde. That totally rocks!
I decide to get coffee at the local place Wired & Unplugged and it is just myself and a barista, tall dark and handsome and totally flirting. A computer science guy who doesn't want to do comp. sci.Even played the piano a few bars and cranked up the latin music to see my reaction and we talked about latin dancing. He is a bit shy as well. Interesting for sure.
I love opening up in my life the world just opens back.
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