After the coffee has sunk in I realize that my mind is taking over and causing problems where one doesn't exist. I love having fun and last night was wonderful. Dinner was fabulous and the conversation both about "our work days" and not was great, the best I have had in ages. It is so easy. Then after even though we were both a bit more on the serious side, I ended up laughing a great amount and was actually ticklish, something that is rare. The dating this is great. I let my mind get hung up on society expectations and forget the real important thing, I am having more fun than I have had in a real long time. And fun is what I want. The rest all works itself out.
On the flipside, I admit I want to stop intimidating or scary people off. I am intense I never say otherwise. but regardless I scare so many. I would rather have fun and let life unfold. Right now I don't want it all. I have too much in my life to be settled. I too want to date others, and am open to meeting people. This isn't running away, this is realizing I jump head in first and don't even try to first look for rocks. I am going to splash around and enjoy.
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