I have had 3 main vices: shopping, eating, and sex. The last one only works somewhat and since it is rare that I find someone that can provided enough to satiate my vice to fill the void of why I have the vices in the first place, it becomes more of a fun distraction if I am jonesin for a fix of something.
Lately I have been beyond broke, so shopping has not been available to sooth my soul during my stressful time. I have been cutting back on the eating, reducing sugar so I can lose weight. But I am finding I am still hungry. So sad to say, I have kind of taken up smoking a bit. I found some cigarettes that are vanilla so I get a hint of sweet and the nicotine curbs my hunger. It is wrong on so many levels yet, I wonder. Being overweight is no longer a vanity thing, it is a life thing, I have to lose the weight or I will get a lot worse health wise. I am taking other stuff like thyroid and progesterone to help balance and hopefully make it easier to lose weight. And I am on wellbutrin which is something that helps people not want a cigarette. Interesting I don't totally crave it, just sometimes. I know that will change. This isn't the best thing to do or maybe not a smart thing to do, but it is what I am doing now.
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