Thursday, December 27, 2007

alone yet surrounded

What can one do when they feel alone yet are surrounded by people? I feel like I am the temporary person, the one that people have round for now, they all want someone else but I will do for now. It doesn't matter if it is friends, work, whatever. I feel I am well liked, I am a likeable person, but that isn't someone who anyone can find the words for why they like me.

I contacted any of my past they wouldn't care, meaning I don't think they would be happy or sad. Being a filler is nice sometimes but then you realize that you are as permanent as a razer, always a replacement available that is looked forward to, so much so that I am only felt if I am lost prior to the replacement showing up.

I would run away but is there a point?

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