Tuesday, December 11, 2007

honeymoon...over?

Is the honeymoon over? I don't think so, well okay yesterday I did, but he made me feel like a princess, and as long as that happens I don't feel the honeymoon is over. As long as I wake up and smile when he offers to snooze the alarm and I love laying out clothes for him or cleaning the sink so we both have a clean space, as long as we make each other laugh I don't believe it is over.

A bad day and/or week (that was compounded by work and money and illness) doesn't not constitute an departure from the twitterpation. Though if by the honeymoon being over you are saying that we are seeing each other deeper and really getting down to who we are and how we connect which isn't always rainbows, then I am happy.

Either way I am still looking forward to the smoke before we get in my car each night, and the way he lights a cigarette for me so I don't have to light it, and he holds my hand lightly as I drive even when he is half asleep, and how all I want to do is figure out how to make him feel as good as he makes me feel.

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