Wow. I was so frustrated last night. And I realized I have no way currently to release that. I also realized how important Bing's releases are and when he doesn't have them it is not good on a multitude of levels. I knew that but I didn't realize how profound affect it would have or my own lack of release would have.I admit that that is one reason I am so excited about the doll clothes and learning to sew and such. Creating makes me feel good. I am in the intelligence business and all is electronic, even when something goes right it just means maybe one less case in my virtual lobby. Sure people are happy but I don't have anything physical to show for it.
I need to figure a way that we both can afford a means for release as soon as possible. For me I think the most immediate fix would be a membership to the 24 hour fitness down the street. That way even at 1 am, such as last night, I could have just done a treadmill or something. For Bing, it is finding what parts he needs for his machine, and figure a way to get them so he can game and blog and all the things he does on his machine.
He had a seizure again, I wish I knew what it was related to and what could be done, I think having a release would be a great step. He had it in the past and still had seizures but the really had been on the decline.
This is just the ramblings of a tired woman who had 3 straight hours of sleep and 2 more intermittent, and who is trying not let it all get to me.
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