Spiritual next steps...

I have been learning more about Subud. It isn't a religion it is a spiritual process. I make that clear because some people get scared or judgmental when I talk about my spiritual life. People have questioned my belief in a higher power or powers, and I have a strong faith. Just not traditional Christian, Jewish, Muslim, Hindu, or Buddhist. Something I haven't blogged much about, but it is time. It is a large part of my growing and it is a large part of my next steps. I am being "opened" in Subud. I don't know how to explain it, but it is a major step. It is me being opened to the world around me more. Pending my cycle I will be opened on Sunday. This is a big step in my life, it is the third prayer I had when I did a sweat lodge many months ago. First being a career and the confidence to follow the path that opens for my career, two is a equal that I can have a romantic relationship with. Not someone who is the same, but an equal that would love me deeply and I could do the same, and that treated me well and I could open my heart again, and third to proceed to the next level in my spiritual growth, to learn how to heal and to be more connected to the world around from every blade of grass, bird in the sky, to each human in this world and others.

I thank the Powers that be, all the gods & goddesses and the Universe for all three prayers being answered.