too much coffee and too much memory

I drank coffee to late today, and now I am up. I am also worried about being on-call for work tomorrow evening (I guess technically tonight?).

But what do I do at 11 pm when I am exhausted and the last bit of conversation I had with my someone, the one I love, was about how upset he was he is because he is unable to remember so much due to the seizures but yet he remembers work extraordinarily well. He is frustrated that he is putting me through the same conversations over and over and can't remember it all, and the parts he remembers is the one time in the past week that I broke down and cried. I felt bad that I had brought him out to get food, and he just remembers the tears and blames himself.

I understand how hard it must have been for my grandmother when my grandfather had a stroke and had permanent short term memory loss. Bing's comes back when the seizures calm down.

The problem is that I remember all that he doesn't and that is hard on us both. Part of why I am here writing while he sleeps.