I was trying to think my stuff through before I spoke but that isn't working and I am not hearing those around me since all that I am keeping in is filling my head full of chatter. There are only two outcomes of that situation for me, one I talk to the one I need to talk to or talk to someone else that I can talk to uncensored & unjudged OR have a breakdown. The latter happened last night, tears came pouring out of me at the most precious of moments. I found myself wanting to be in his arms and as close as possible, I wanted to curl up to his chest and have no space between us. I wanted the strength and security I feel in his arms to push it all out without having to deal with it. Instead was something beautiful but a tad out of place. I felt so safe and I broke down in tears.
I feel so much better after our talk, I don't know if he feels the same.
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