Bing's song: This is for you especially for you

This is the first song that Bing has ever written for me. Written on January 4th.

This is for you especially for you

I can't feel no pain, I'm suffering again,
with cold knife blades I seem shallow again.
I don't want to see anything in advance
I am lost to time, nothing seems alright

With you on my side, everything is alright
I see a sharpness, you see coldness
But nothing in the world will stop the
love
I grown older and you have grown smarter
But nothing will be the same anymore
To all of those left alone, I pick up a guitar again
To see if I am still there
I love with all confidence, nothing less to the end
Soon you will see, there is nothing left but me
Nothing that can be fixed, anymore. I'm fubar not
broken, but you see something more.

For this I love you because no thing else told you
What I would become in this world
I have written greatness, I have seen the goddess
But I have never seen an angel like you before

You are my home, you are dance, you have everything
To do with my renegadeness, For this I love you so much more
I love you, feel you, when you are gone I feel so cold
like a knife has twisted my gut.

Please don't disappear
Like so many before
Like so times before
Like a shot to heart

You are my earthly source
I am a path to be undone
Depressed and Ice melted
You have undone
What others could not.